Last of '09

Just thought i would do one last post this year. Not there is anything to say, but then there never is. life is life. there is nothing outstanding to report, but nothing devastating either. So all is well, or at lest more well than wrong. I had hoped to have Dragon's Heir (how dose one underline? titles should be. but as I do not know how stupid italics will have to do.) done to night, but that is not to be. So Stirling must wait anther day to be opened. So many books calling and so little time.
And as I have signed up for write year I have even less time. there is just to much to do. I need to get on the ball and figure out how to fit it in. but in an odd way I need more to do before I am motivated enough to do that. I might be crazy for signing up like I did, but I think the goal I chose is reasonable enough. After all I did 60k + for nano, and that was just one month. So I should be able to hit 100k in 12. Right?
True I have a bad habit of only writing that one month. But before I signed up for nano I had not written 50k. In fact at that point very little was making it out of my head. This will give a chance for more of the stories to breath a bit. So in that since it is a good thing.
But where will I find the time? between the games I have going and the e-pets I tend I am on the computer to much as it is. The logical thing would be to give some of it up. But I can't. I just have to see things though. I tried this November. But it didn't work. I gave up one game, just to start in a different world. However I can tend the pets and one e-mail act. in 30 minuets then write for the next hour or two. That will still leave me time to read before dinner. then tend the others at night, before bed. Witch is what I should do anyway. granted it makes it riskier. but then there are a lot that only get on every other day, so once a day isn't so bad. and if so then perhaps I would be best in anther realm of that game I am not that suited for wars. Yes that is vague, but it must be. there is privacy issues with those thoughts. Yes it is only a game, but still. It is.
Man I am crazy. But at lest it is fun.
that said I think it is time I say good night. This is to fun. Just writing what ever I think.
Lord I wounder if anyone ever tryes to read this.
That said good night and good dreams.
Talk to you next year.
Dear imaginary reader.
RMZ. (AKA BLP)

dreams

I had the strange dream last night and today I am finding I can't type. No relation I just now found out the typing thing so of course my fingers went with it. To close to Nov for backe space to work. Now the dream.
I was being hung from a pole and well. that is enough. Any way the thing it wail it scared me at first after a bit it seemed normal. Like it was an every day thing. (ok DoRD go away now) I have no idea where this could have come from, or anything. I was thinking of nano before bed. (yes I know that is what the other blog is for, but it fits.) yet there is no one in it who is beat. not that I know of. The bad dude is bad, but if so it would be a minor char. and happen off screen. The book I am half way reading, as said it is all most nano, dose have a sick person in it. but she has been missing for at lest a hundred pgs. so it is not that. Nothing on tv fits either . So just what caused this dream?
Not that I expect an answer. I just had to make up for my last one liner and the dream was something to talk about.
There was something, what was it? Why do I keep typing somthing I know it is something?!!
well I don't remember so.
HAPPY HALLOWEEN.

Wow Time is flying. hard to belive how close novermber is. how close winter is. Soon the snow will be flying.

Nanowrimo is coming

Check it out http://www.nanowrimo.org

I had this all thought out but yelling has caused me to forget what I had planed. It was just some randomness about nano. So nothing importuned. Yet I am posting even so. That is me.
I have no idea just what I am going to write but I think there will be a person named Raven Storm Feather, as I can not get that name out of my head. Then a few days back I was looking though the Adopt pages and a Title caught my eye, but after thinking about using it I came up with a different one that felt right. Echoes of Yesterday and Tomorrow. But whether or not it will stay, I cannot say. It is odd, I usually do not have a clue as to tittle until a week or so in. Yet here one hit me.
However I have no idea as to a story that will fit it. In fact I have no story at all. Not that is fit for Nano. The once I am kicking around seem to go nowhere.
Maybe I will do something with dragons and two opposing tribes? Like see there is this child that gets born in the wrong place and taking in by the dragons and the people around them. Then one day something happens and she gets taken away. Sent to her "family". Who just happen to be from the cites where folks don't believe that the dragons are real. or that Magic is, or any of the other things the kid grew up know to be true. grew up in the middle of, a part of it. She is even bound to a dragon. Space means nothing. Yet the ones who um "rescued" her tell her it was all a dream, a delusion. That she will come to see the truth.
What do you think? Does it sound like anything?
I just don't know. It sounds to complicated to me. yet I want to know more. It is the best I have so far. The other just dies. It doesn't go anywhere.
good night and good dreams. Imaginary reader.

I had somthing to say.

I opened this to post something but it has been driven from my mind,. So instead of what ever I had wanted to say I will just say here is a new entry.
It is all most Oct. witch means November and Nano is just around the corner. Soon I will be infected by novel madness. It comes on me yearly, and can be contagious, and is incurable, but not fatal. Thou it dose tend to lead to increased caffeine intake. And increased mumble and the midnight shouts of I got it, or that is it. Or grumbles about stupid plot holes and completes of about charter revolts. I can't wait. November maddens is like no other.
Even though I have no ideas and am worried that I will not find one. I can't wait.
Even though I dread the start I can't wait. I fear that the infection is all ready waking up. take the form of increased pointless blog posts. Aren't you glad that you are just an imagine reader.?
What is the point of this? I don't think there is one. unless it is to warn you to look for bits of unedited novel to appear here come Nov. unless I just leave those to myspace. but at this time I am thinking to put them in both places.
Good night and good dream Oh imaginary reader

Life

Just wanted to say hi to my imaginary reader. Nothing happening.
Had a bit of rain today
My last two books have been great. Not surprising with the current, but Speak was a new write. new to me that is. always nice to find a new one that takes me by storm. It could easily have been a one siting book. it was one that you hate to sat aside for anything.
well games awaiting so
night and good dreams to you oh imaginary readers.

somthing to say, yet nothing to say

So nothing to say yet I want to post. Odd to do it here. this is not the place I usealy put these kinds of things. I know there was some thing I wanted to say, but to save me I can not remember what it was.
there is nothing new, but I guess that is a good thing. Schools are starting up next week, so that will give us a bit of brake from kids. It can get insane at times. Kids will be kids and all, but some need to be taught a bit more. Ok enough of that.
I think that I need to give my M Cs more problems. things seem to be to easy on them. yet it is hard not to make it easy. after all I want there lives to be good. The thing I forget is there needs to be bad times as well as good or the good will not be recognized. yet it is so hard. It is much easier to make things fall in to there laps. to make them the all powerful hero. Luckily most never make it out of my head.
well there is the post. that is all I have for this time. hope my imaginary reader enjoys it.
live well.
good night and good dreams all.

bargin books

I just love it when I can find the books I am waiting for on a bargain self, or page. You can get a hard back for less then the paper back. Some times way before the pack back makes it appreance. you can save any where from 40-70 percent of list price. A big help to the pocketbook. I know authors work hard and deserve their money. every penny of it. But do you, imaginary reader, know that the writers only get a small percentage of that list price? And that it is a % of the list price not the sale price(around 10-20%, from witch the agent then takes thiers)? At least with the regular books, the discount comes from the stores share and what ever they have with the pup. It dose not affect the authors share. I do not know what the deal is with bargin books, but even so it can't be any worse for the writer than buying them used. They get no money for used books. Not that there is anything wrong with buying them used. heck a used book can drive up sales of the writes other books and it is way better to share then to destroy. And used books are a big help to the wallet to. I no longer know what the point of this was. Any way I Love the fact that I got one of my wait books and a few I did not know of coming to me, with a couple others I couldn't find in store. So nice to have the net. makes it easier to shop with out a car.

In onter news there is only 98 days tell NANO do you know what you will be writing??????? I have no idea, or reather to many ideas. but somthing will make its way onto the page come nov. no fear.

edit to add that resurch shows that barging works like used. as in the writers will see none, but even so it is better that the book be read than wasted?

So I thought to shock.

Mam is it hot here. Summer has made it no doubt about that.
Isn't it funny how birthdays can still excite, even when they are nothing more than anther day? It is not like there is anything yet there is something importuned about starting a year.

Long time no write. the thing is there is nothing to say. most seem to write of things in there life, but there is nothing in mine to write about. I get up and eat, then read and eat, play on com and the go to bed to do it all over again. excting life I lead isn't it?
So why am I posting?
I have no idea. other than I am tried of seeing that last post was march notice. Things need to change and do so soon. hopefully in a good way. I am so tired of my rut. things are getting out of hand. And this is my positive blog. Just imaging what the others sound like.

At lest it is summer and there is sun. That is something.
the jummping boy behind me is something to. thankfully he gets retrund tomower, and there will be a bit tell we get hit again. life what more is there to say????????
Kids. One thing I do not miss!!!!!!!
Night and good dreams all.

three posts. wow. This time a question

I am certain that I said there would be no whine here. but I was wrong. For tonight I need to put a bit here. Why it must be here, I can not say. There are other choices, but this feels the right place to write to night. It is like something is telling me to post here not there. even though LJ would be the best choice. then again, as it is not overly whiny it could go to myspace. but myspace is less safe. but that would not matter with this post. it is not a sensitive one. Just have to watch my mouth over there since I told on my self. lol Not that she would read anything. but there is the chance, and there is enough tears as there is. thank God we will be getting a bit of space in a few weeks. that is unless things change. Of course this is not so free ether, it could be found easy, so not all will be said. Any way on to the reason for this post.
So I was wondering how many get hung up in the past? That is to say, (This is the whine I was talking about.) how many can not let their mistakes go? I know I can't. I think I have but, it seems I have laid it to rest. But each little thing seems to come back to hunt me at the silliest of times. It is non since. the past is the past, what is done can't be undone. but at times I wish it could. There seems to be so much I would do different I had a chance. Or there does now. But if I went back I don't know that would truly do much different. yes I know that makes no since, but that is the way it is.
there is one thing I would do if I could go back. I would tell my self to study harder, learn more. that I would change. All the time I wasted. But more than that, I think I would let things stand, as unhappy as it may be in the end, it is what made me what I am.
Good night world, good dreams to you my imaginary reader.

Here I am posting again

Posted in my other tow so decided to post in this one to. Yet I have nothing to say and it is getting late. I should be sleeping but know I wont even if I go to bed. To many thoughts ruining around yet nothing worth putting down. Just silly fantasies half formed stories. things that never make it on to paper for fear of what they might be taken to mean when in Truth they mean nothing. Bit that is life. Any way I think I need a new outlet. Something to create new thoughts. To much reading can be bad, even as it is good.
Yes I know this post makes no since I will do better next time.
Good night and good dreams imaginary reader.

well I am posting

I truly never meant to post anything here, hence the name. Yet I find my self board to night and wanting to say something. I should be working on my story instead I am writing here, even my my space would be better. lord knows I have enough unread blogs with out adding anther yet I am. Go to wonder about me. Why write when no one will see it, right? yet I am now doing so in three blogs, one paper journal and countless stories. what a work right? well don't expect much. I post about once a month and with three blogs to pick from you wont be seeing me much. lol LJ gets the most as it is the hardest to connect to me. though I keep dropping hints. both on it and about it. so it would not be to hard to find. it is where most of my describing thoughts get put. most of my whining and hate. Not that my space is free, it just is not as honest. Must say this spell check is better than ljs. but it is harder to find blogs here. so it is a toss up. anyway so here is a post like most post i do. comptly random and pointless.